Mum, you could have been the mother of a president but you aborted God's plan for your life.
Mum, I was sent with wealth to you but you murdered me for momentary enjoyment.
Mum, what sin did I commit that you destroyed me with drugs?
Mum, Nine months was a long time to wait, but I was determined to wait. I had to be patient, but you didn't allow me to see the light of the day.
Mum, what offense did i commit that you murdered me with sharp instrument.
One day I heard you converse with a man about me, and at some stage you quarreled. The man then offered you some money to get rid of me. I was happy and prayed that this means that I would at least see you, the only person that I knew in the world. I never knew I was wrong. I had almost forgotten the issues until I felt something sharp pierce my tiny ear. I jerked silently and in pain, and asked you to protect me.
Seconds later the object came, fiercer than before. My tiny was cut up, starting from the ears then arms and legs. It was an agonizing experience, my head was then cut off and I died.
It took me a whole hour to die, a whole hour for an innocent few months human being to be murdered.
I remember the whole incidence vividly and I keep asking myself, what I did to deserve that cruel death? Why me? Why did you do it to me? And why was I not given a chance to live? I know you are having a lot of nightmares.
Mum, you are wicked, you never allow me to pray once.
Mum, you are very callous. I refuse to die but you killed me.
Mum, I was to be your only boy.
Mum, I have decided to talk to you, to let you know my feelings. I want to know why you did it. My story is short.
Mum, you eliminated me who could have been your only girl.
Mum, I love you but you hated and kill me.
I have stayed inside you for only few months. I was very comfortable and warm. I felt really protected. I know you are a special person because I ate the food you ate. I longed for the day I would see your face. But you destroyed me!
Mum, you did not allow me call the name of Jesus once before you kill me.
Mum, I was sent to take care of you at old age, but you did allow me live.
Mum, you terminated my purpose on earth.
You remain guilty for the beastly act. Please explain to your God why you committed the heinous act.
Mum, you never knew i was sent to take your sorrow away when you destroyed me.
Personally I have forgiven you though I never lived to see your face. My journey to back to my creator was safe and I arrived safely. I was given a red carpet welcome by an angel. I am in fact, without bitterness. I still love you mum.
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